Conundrum

     The conundrum.. a problem everyone faces. When a person becomes indecisive and can't focus or make a decision. Hmmm I once had a conundrum of my own, one that scared me for life and changed the course of my life. Growing up, I wasn't really keen on following rules, not because I was stubborn or something but naturally following the rules made me feel uncomfortable.
Now, I can't really say what I was tasked to do but lets just say it was out of the ordinary.
There are no true words to describe the predicament I was in. When there is no distinction between good and bad; right and wrong.
Society says do it and that little voice in your head says don't!.
This may mean nothing to you. But to some it is everything. To others it is the cause of madness.
These days many are  forced into a situation where they have to choose between the rules and their morality. Not forgetting THE WORD( to those who are Christians)
Anyway I choose to do what I want to do. Try not to over-think things. Tis my life after all. GOD help us all.

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