The Conundrum

26 April 2016.. I woke today late for class, contemplating on whether to go to class or not. Luckily for me the lecturer hadn't come yet. I went to class with a huge smile on my face. Today was like any other Tuesday; sit 9 hours in class and leave tired, bored and frustrated. As usual my friends and I would fool about but today was special, it was the twins' birthday. Last lecturer didn't show so I had extra time on my hands, to do whatever I wanted. I decided to 'put the time to good use'. I then made my way to the food court, I was hungry af. Bought some food and escorted some girls to their hostel. So finished that and caught up with some friends on my way to my hostel. I encountered some more, and then made merry. They had a gig to go to so we didn't really keep long. After that I went about my day normally, eat , sleep, disturb the peace, that kinda stuff. Night time I went for a walk with a few friends. We sat on the wall gisting about stuff. While on...

Four in the morning, can't sleep. I keep pacing through the room. I start sweating, the fan is on full power. God?! What's happening to me? After a minute it all makes sense. The memories start flooding my cerebrum . I remember now. My actions are haunting me. But I didn't do anything wrong. Or did I? Frustration grips me. My hands are in my hair. Why why why !!! Why did you have to do it? If only you had confronted me. None of this would have happened. I guess I have to take part of the blame. Because if I had exhibited a little bit of restraint, we wouldn't be in this mess either. I gave the command and the wolves didn't have mercy. They ate you to the core. I couldn't face you after that, I went over to hers, becauses she makes everything go away. While I was busy in the sheets, you were in pain. I stripped you of everything. Now you'll be forever branded as one of those people. I couldn't look you in the eye. Frankly you disgusted me. You'v...

What is love? The multi million dollar question. Some say it's a feeling; others a choice. If I was on the hot seat of the Who Wants To Be A Millionaire Show and I was asked this question, I would walk away.  Love, we've all had our fair share of love experiences not to mention the breakups, heartbreaks, tears, anger, jealousy etc etc  For as long as I can remember I have always had a thing for the ladies. As a baby, mother says I use to suckle on her breasts when my twin sister was eating solid food. Now personal, I don't know how I do it, I'm not saying that I'm some Casanova or something but I got the juice. Hahaha  Don't get the wrong idea, you are about to bare witness to the pain, the kisses, betrayal. Don't judge me. I know you went through the same.   So I gotta take y'all back , waay back, before I got my first. Now you're probably thinking that this guy is about to bore us with his love story and you're probably right buh I'd l...