The Conundrum

[Better The Devil You Know.....£€$]  " I'd love to see you sometime, you know meet up, for old times sake" On a grind, finding words that rhyme Meanwhile I'm running out of time Oh Angel.. Had no wings And yet you soar soo high Oh Angel... God given gift Could resurrect the dead smiles in any living room, Fix problems with any given tool That red dress, boys come hurdling towards you like a bull Ole!! I didn't mean to; mean to change YOU Only tried to change your perspective Widen your horizon But I lost Lost you to Boots and Selarón with the dark folds Aren't you the one that said all that glitters ain't gold Oh Angel!! Whose to blame, anyone would have done the same My trauma, it's explanation full of drama Predator turned to prey So now I coward away They say heavy is the head that wears the crown Sometimes unable to sleep safe and sound Even in your absence, you still bring us together Glow so bright you'v...

"Life's what you make it." Who said it, what does it mean? I don't know, I'm saying it because he said it and it sort of helps unravel my current tiff. Ermh... Yeah.. It's a... I... You know what let's start from the beginning. I'm at a crossroads. This isn't your regular crossroads though. More of a cacoon than crossroads really. I'm in the middle, facing multiple exits. So I'm here thinking, everybody gets two, why don't I get two?. Two would be so much easier to choose from. How I ended up in the middle?? Well I fell. And I hit the ground hard. Might have broken a bone or two. I guess that's life's reality check or something. I don't know but I definitely felt the reality. And that's how I got in the middle.  Right, the crossroads, how do they offer any sufficient or represent something in life.. allow moi to elaborate. It starts in church. I'm standing, sitting, clapping you know; that's standard procedu...